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theres this guy ive "been seeing" or whatever for a few weeks, E, and im just not too sure about this one. normally i subconsciously decide to stay away from guys i end up flirting with or kissing or whatever if i like the guy. that has not happened and i soberly kissed some random guy at whiskey dix which almost started a barfight because i have insanely aggressive and protective friends. i even told my mom she would probably never meet this one. whyyy hes so sweet to me holds doors, bought my dinner, texts me to say hey hows your day, hes actually decent. so why do i also get not really shady but this feeling about him. and why cant i give him a fair chance. he told me to my face he liked me and wasnt seeing anyone else and hoped i did the same. then i kiss the random. why am i so messed up in my head.