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typical typical typical. lets be clear here, im not mad and not surprised. S tells me he isnt coming home til christmas but if i want to see him hed come in. havent spoken for over two weeks really and my mom comes in this morning and asked if  i knew he was in town this weekend. of course i didnt, i mean we havent spoken how would i, surprise of all surprises he saw his other ex, E, and they were looking all snuggly and together downtown. at least hes consistent, every time we stopped seeing each other he ran to her and vice versa. its just strange after he told me how he couldnt stand her and all he was going to do was break her heart and he didnt know why he went out with her if he didnt even like her. whatever, i cant feel used because he didnt get anything. im sorry im not going to kiss you the first chance i get, wait for it let me see you really want it.