speak now

im not waiting for the preacher to say speak now, im not hiding how i feel. disclaimer: I DONT WANT YOU. however i know you dont want her. i see how she treats you and everyone else and its horrible. why you even proposed i dont know. well i do, she told you to. and like any good boyfriend you did exactly what she asked you to. thats so stupid. youre life is over after you say those two little words. she is going to walk and stomp all over you, all you will ever be is her ride, her cash cow, and her slave. i promise. the best thing for you to do right now is run. run as fast as you can while you still have the time. you will hate the decision you made at eighteen that determined your entire life for as long as you live. its not going to be what you think it will be, its going to be way worse. you need to listen when people ask you if you really think this is the best choice for you now. i mean coming home to get married, live in your parents basement, and go to a community college just says success to me. what are you thinking? i know im about two and half-three months early, but i hope you find a way to control her. maybe she knows how i feel about this, i guess thats why im not invited.