Friday, May 13, 2011

long distance is non existent

Well the inevitable happened. Times got tough and we got going. Summer is supposed to be the easy time for a relationship, not the time when you are strained so much there isn’t any chance of rebound; breaking is the only option. I know he didn’t mean it to sound as ridiculously horrendous as it came off but, “do you just wanna pick it up in the fall” is not even on the list of things you should think of saying. I know that’s when we see each other daily, but if you can’t make it work through the hard times, then how do you expect to fully enjoy the good times? You really can’t enjoy them for all their value which decreases the actual value of your relationship. And why should I be put on a shelf, untouched or seen for weeks and months and still be expected to be pining. That’s certainly not fair nor what I thought this would be. I thought when you said we won’t be able to see each other as much, but I don’t want a break; I thought that meant treating it like a long distance thing; boy was I wrong. But what I still don’t understand is how we are breaking up because we won’t see each other often and then you tell me you still want to text, talk, be friendly, and see each other. HELLO!? Root reason for dumping? Whatever, maybe it means something different.

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